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He’s there
every day, right outside the church on Baker Street. He always arranges his
belongings the same way: bags of blankets, old clothes, and two tattered books tucked
in close next to his bum. He has a little dog that he keeps with him, just as filthy
as he is. Its tail never wags.
It’s not that I
don’t feel sorry for the man, but how can I give him all of my pocket change
every day? Sometimes I try to find some reason not to look at him--pretending I
have a text, glancing at my watch and hurrying on as if I’m late, or gazing at
the traffic going by.
He says the
same thing every day, too. ‘Any change, Miss?’ Oh, that annoys me, too. Can’t
he see I’m married? I have a ring on my finger and my left hand is usually
pointed in his direction. Well, all right, who checks that anyway?
And what does
he do with the money? I’ve seen people drop coins in his hat, even dollar
bills! He tucks most of it away in his pocket, as if he doesn’t want other
people to see how much money he’s making by panhandling. I’ve seen stories on
men like him: they sit on the street all day, making hundreds of dollars to buy
booze or cigarettes. Well, I for one am not going to feed that habit.
But there’s
something about this man, something about how clear his eyes are. Don’t drunks
usually have red, glassy eyes?
Today, as I
walked up to the church on my way to work, he was there. His dog was there,
too, tucked beneath his legs, shivering in the cold. My gaze travelled to his bags, yes, they were
there, too. This time, though, there was something different. A little doll,
worn, but cleaned up, was tucked among the rags. And a teddy bear, its eyes
mismatched but its fur coat had been cleaned up.
I tried to
remember what day it was. Oh yes, it’s Wednesday. All right, I’ll see what I
have in my pocket. I stuck my hand into my coat and pulled out a wad of change.
Quarters, dimes, a few nickels, and half a dozen pennies. I bent down and
dropped them into his hat as I walked by, doing my best to avoid his gaze.
‘Thank you,
miss!’ He said, his words punctuated by the white steam that surrounded them.
I nodded and
tucked my hands into my pockets and hurried on.
The next
morning we were in a rush again. The kids had just got out the door on their
way to the bus and my husband was leaving for work. At the door, we kissed and
he headed towards his car as I started down the street.
‘Oh!’ I said,
my hands darting into my pockets. ‘I forgot to grab some change. Do you have
any coins I can have?’
Tom leaned his
head into the car, and pulled out a handful from the cup he keeps full of the
change he gets from getting sodas. I held out my hands and he dropped two or
three dollars’ worth of coins into my gloves.
‘Thanks,
darling.’ I kissed him again.
‘You know, you
could just give him dollar bills instead of a handful of coins every Tuesday
and Wednesday. Oh wait, now we’re on to Thursdays, too.’ He smiled.
‘I know,’ my
cheeks were hot, ‘but this way, it doesn’t feel like I’m giving him all our
money.’
‘Have a good
day.’
‘You, too.’
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